I think in reality, we were always better best friends than lovers. It was a great relationship, and I don’t not love him. I just think maybe we weren’t meant for the romantic part of things. But like, we never figured that out. I don’t know. We’re still best friends, and it doesn’t really affect us all that much except now, we’re not a couple. Maybe it hasn’t hit me yet, but for now I think we’ll both be okay. I need to be single right now. And getting away for the weekend will help me a lot. It was amiable, and we were laughing at some joke he made in the middle of it. Anyway, I digress.

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