SAPPY POST WARNING

I guess, as I’m growing up, and becoming more and more malleable in God’s hands, I’m really realizing how much He’s using me in other people’s lives. He’s just..constantly teaching me that people come first. People are the most valuable. I’ve gained this ability to cry with and for people, and to pray with and for them, and it’s just…full of grief and amazement all at once. People who don’t even pray are willing to pray because of His great work in their hearts. I’m so glad He’s chosen me to be in this ministry: my life. My entire life is a ministry. Everyone I meet, and have meaningful conversation: that’s a ministry. At work, in class, at meals, everywhere.

It’s…amazing. I think the flaw here is that I’m not so kind and open with people who are already believers. It’s easier for me to just pass them up in my mind and be like, “I don’t have to work on spreading Christ there because they’re already saved.” and I take that and run with it. Which is stupid. I still have so much growing to do!

But, really. Jesus is so, so good to me, and I will never deserve a moment of it. How did I become so blessed?